Thank you both for your replies, and suggestions.
I have been on these meds for several years, and I feel like they have stopped helping me, except when I try to stop taking any one of them..I feel awful. I'm going to talk to my doctor next visit, and just mention that I am worried about that.
I would LOVE to have my dreams back..for in the past (before meds), I had such realistic dreams, and sometimes I do think that I may have experienced lucid dreaming.
After my mother died, (27 years ago), I had nightmares for a long time, dreaming that she wasn't really dead, and I was the only one who knew that. The last dream that I did have of my mom, I still remember it like I had actually sat down and talked to her. She looked well and beautiful, and told me to stop worrying about her, that she was happy and healthy, and that I should stop having nightmares(yes,,IN the dream she told me that!).
I never had a nightmare about her after that.
I also used to dream that my sister had called me, only to call her the next day, and find out that she was going through something hard, and needed to talk, but hadn't called me.
I feel like either depression, or these meds have robbed me of this special 'thing' that I used to have..almost like a VERY strong intuition.
I'm going to try the dream journaling, I tried to do it last night, but I waited too late to go to bed, and the Ambein didn't 'kick in' until like 4 in the morning.
I'm lucky if I can get to sleep before 2 am, and my dogs wake me up at 8 am to go out...my canine alarms ...
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