Alrighty, I've been reading about lucid dreams for a couple of weeks, I haven't really tried anything yet, but I've always loved dreaming and this is what I've experienced and my issues:

- I usually notice that I'm dreaming.
- I've been under water and telling myself "I can breath"
- I usually dream a couple of times, if I sleep for a long time.

Worries:

- My dreams are not clear, at all. Some of you are talking about "Not seeing differences between a dream and reality" That doesn't exist for me. My dreams are very dark, and I usually just see a small area and I don't see colors very strong. This worries me allot, is it ever going to be possible for me to see strong colors and feel like I'm in reality while I'm "sleeping"?

- Getting a nightmare while I'm lucid dreaming. I'm a bit of a sicko, and I sometime wish to get murdered or tortured just to know how it feels like and when I think about this it makes me feel better. But then again, if it is a like a reality I might not even know I'm dreaming. (Unless some undead-demon wolf pops out of the air all of a sudden that is)


I would appreciate answers, and other tips or suggestions on where I should begin. And I'm gonna be serious and say that this seems so awesome it can't be for real. Can you really do like, STUFF? While not noticing a difference between a dream and reality?


And a question for a friend of mine: he thinks that dying in a dream and dying in reality has some kind of connection. This is why we always wake up before we get murdered, or fall to the ground from high falls. What do you think, is it possible to die by dying in a dream?


Thanks alot, and cheers! =)

Future lucid dreamer~