First I want to start off saying how great this forum has been with info regarding basic and lucid dreaming!

I’m not sure I have came to the right place but this has been driving my crazy. I woke up and went to the book store and looked at 5-6 dream books trying to get some kind of meaning out of this and came up with nothing. I then search the net and found this site, read about lucid dreaming (which by the way seems like something I will try) and here I am.

I’ll get right to it. I have been having dreams the last few weeks about 2 x-girlfriends which at first didn’t seem to be a big deal. These dreams have come and go in these 1-2 week periods in the last year or so. Until the dreams repeated themselves and these girlfriends I was involved with a long time ago. They were 6 ½ and 4 ½ years ago. Last night and the night before I had repeated dreams of the girlfriend 6 ½ years go. These dreams were not sexual but seemed pretty clear (the facial recognition) even though I haven’t even seen or talked to her in 4+ years. They were something I would just call an “inter-actional” dream.

The only thing I can come up with is when I wake up it makes me remember (with both relationships) what it was like to share such a close relationship and bond with someone. The crazy part is I was pretty young back when these relationships evolved and didn’t think I knew what love and or companionship was.

None the less I guess I am just craving such a relationship as I had with either of them because since then I have not met anyone that can compare. I have been in relationships since, sure, but I feel like they are just average and they don’t have that extra spark.

Dream on…