Hey deXtrous, there is nothing wrong with your original post and I'm not sure why this response. Being a fairly experienced LDer I immediately knew what your point was and can indeed relate.
Lucid dreams are notoriously elusive! What you experienced is extremely typical for a beginner. Most people wake up within a couple of seconds the first time they become lucid. I believe this is because in the instant you become lucid there is a marked alteration in your conscious state and it gives you a bit of a jolt. Unless you are ready for this jolt you will most likely wake up, but once you have experienced it you know what to expect and can prime yourself (during waking hours) to stay calm whenever it happens. You woke up a second before you got to this point which is a shame, but I still consider it progress.
For some reason our brains have real trouble simulating modern appliances such as cellphones, digital watches, TVs etc in dreams. Interestingly, analogue clocks seem to work fine but digital ones go completely cuckoo. It seems our brains want to avoid having to simulate these appliances. I have noticed that when I'm dreaming and I look at a clock that I own in RL that is digital my brain will change it and make it analogue. It doesn't surprise me at all that you woke up before you got to look at your cellphone. Recently I've switched to a digital watch as my new RC and it took ages before my brain would allow me to see it in a dream. Finally, I had done so many RCs looking at it in RL that it became an integral part of me and I saw it in a dream. If you persist with your RCs, eventually your brain will allow you to do one while dreaming.
Just remember to keep priming yourself not to get too excited when it happens! Believe me, no matter how many LDs I have the exhilaration of being awake inside a dream never fades. I have simply learned to hold off my 'whoop whoops' until I wake up!
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