I go by Esuna, because I am fascinated by the aspect of white magic. "Remove harmful status effects." is what Esuna does when it is classified under white magic of the Final Fantasy universe I once forgot.., and I thought it'd be appropriate to use.

I came to this forum and this neat site because I was googling lucid dreaming in the first place, as I'm sure that's how many people stumble across this place! Haha.

What compelled me to learn more about it in the first place is that about two nights ago I had a dream of sorts, and I can barely recall it now, but I remember having it, was the important thing. It didn't quite hit me somewhat that I was dreaming, but it seems that the common factor to realize that was to notice people from school. It wasn't that I was lucid, but I was aware...a quiet observation to this personal dream I was having and watching it play out like some kind of movie and I was assuming a role at the same time. I still remember a dream I had about a year ago where I was being taken away up in the air by a rubber band around my wrist! The fact is...I barely dream at all..or even remember my dreams, so these are the only two dreams that I can really recall, and I think it's a kind of a shame, whereas a friend of mine records all her dreams in a journal just for the sake of interpretation, not to attempt lucidity. I would like to do both.

As I read more and more on the homepage, I became fascinated at the idea that dreams could be controlled. And it seems like something habitual, and I am at a low in my life right now, and am seeking to try and make some kind of habit, so that is why I decided to join the forums! I wish to seek personal gains and goals to fight my indecisiveness and to have some new experiences in my life. I'm not entirely sure if Lucid dreams are therapeutic?

Sorry for a long intro. :P