Hi, my first post here, i'm Chris, 15 years old and living in England. I've been trying to have lucid dreams for the past 2 months. I have had about 3 lucid dreams (since learning), the first was where I had 3 false awakenings in a row:
The first where i woke up in bed, but couldn't move anything (was not lucid and then i woke up again falsely).
The second I became lucid when I woke up in bed and did a reality check (failed, and my hands where invisible... or not there), then I got out of bed and walked to my bedroom door and saw my brother in his room, my dad in his office and I greeted my mum. I also noticed that when I was walking, it felt like my sleeping body was moving in my bed.
The last was where I woke up in bed, did a reality check (which failed or atleast I think it failed because I think I felt that I had an extra finger). During that last false awakening, I got up, walked to the end of my bed, rubbed my hands and wanted to 'spawn'/create something. I 'brought up' the menu from Gmod, which covered my vision (a hl2 modification if anyone has played it), searched for a carton of apple juice, which appeared on the end of my bed. Then I woke up properly.
The 3rd lucid dream is where i became lucid for a second or two then woke up which was ashame. In that dream, I was in this field with long grass, with a barn during the night and the moon, stars, etc. Then I started running past the barn, jumped into the air and started to fly a few feet off the ground, then I thought 'Hey im flying, that means im dreaming' HAHA, then I became lucid, then woke up.
I've been trying to do some WILDs, but I either can't get into SP or get any HI or just have got them, but I cannot enter the dream. When I've been trying I try to amagine me waking up in my room, getting out of bed and walking to this door and opening it to find that there is a event horizon on the otherside. Then I walk through it, most times I do this, I get (probably the 'static charges') the feeling you get when you have goosebumps (but only the feeling) and it sweeps my body from foot to head most of the time (or randomly surges and fades). When I do this, I find that my body gets heavier, but I can still move (first of all I lay in bed on my back for a while). The only time I have fully experienced SP is where I woke up and I could not move, I think its great and it felt like I was made of cheese or rubber or something... I was wondering what the actual transitioning is, wether I just wait, or I think of random thoughts, just let thoughts go through my mind (I'm not good at that), becuase I always seem to wonder off into a thought. How do I get from that, to 'entering' the dream; If I could make it easier for myself, by amagining a door and telling myself that that is the door to my dream. Or trying to think of leaving my sleeping body (wether in 1st/3rd person)? Also, where I had said about the 2nd false awakening, I thought I could feel my actual body moving in my bed and if my body actually is moving or if thats just my mind or body struggling to stay asleep or to wake?
Thankyou very much for any of your time to read this and answer.