Thread: Hi

hey, my name's Eric, i was recently wanting to know more about dreams and i finally started keeping a dream journal on my laptop since its right next to my head when i sleep.

i was thinking i might be able to lucid dream at will but im not sure.

95% of the dreams i have that i can remember(which isnt that many)
only like a few a month, i usually realize im dreaming pretty quickly and i have gotten pretty good at not awaking myself when i realize that.

i hope to improve my dreaming quality by alot by browsing this forum.



my most recent dream was last night and i dont remember the first part, but im pretty sure i was outside my school with my friends.

heres my journal entry


4-15-09

"I was at school, i dont remember the first part, but i know i walked up thee stairs and was going to jump off the balcony(as usual in my dreams) and Boston(my friend) jumped first, someone told me something about a spot or somthing and i decided not to jump. because i am usually able to jump from high places with no damage, probably thinking of exceeding my physical limits. which i have none of in my dreams. The next thing i remeber was walking down the hallway with codi rider, and we started having sex, as far as i know it was only 30 secondslong for the whole thing to be over. i dont remember anything after that because i think i woke up."
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after i started to walk back inside from wherever i realized it was a dream, then i started the above.

since in reality, codi rider will probably do alot of things if you asked her to and she liked you, in my mind i thought that and she started taking off her clothes.

anyone got anything?

and i have a girlfriend, her name is brandy, but we dont have a very sexual relationship, we have made out like 4 or 5 times and weve been going out for over a year(im like 14 5/6 and shes 15) thats as far as ive gone.

i think that my dream was a projection of my sexual deprevity(word?) and that i am more comfortable with codi than brandy.

i was feeling kind of empty, not excited like i would be if it actually happened. I was feeling bored with like no excitement or nervousness or anything, it was just like, "ya, your naked, *yawn*" i dont want to go into more details cause it would be inapproprate.

any tips/opinions?




sorry for the really long post, i hope to be a welcomed member of the community.