A few months ago I discovered Lucid Dreaming, and I became amazed by it. I immediately became obsessed with it, and wanted to do it. I tried WILD, DILD, NILD, MILD... and even combinations of all four!

I have always had excellent dream re-call, even before I started jotting stuff out in journals.

I practiced reality checks, whenever I thought of it, and still- nothing. I have come so tantalizingly close; my first dream- I DREAMED ABOUT HAVING LUCID DREAMS!!!!

I gave up after a week to two weeks, and now it is several months later. I look back, and I still can't figure out what I did wrong. I am a 14 year old Canadian male, and my biological clock was screwed up (I went to bed at 8-9 and got up at 4:30 because I was a competitive swimmer).

I have quit swimming now. My biological clock is slowly returning to normal. What have I done? What can I do?

WHY CAN'T I HAVE LUCID DREAMS????