I've had three lucid dreams in total, after the first one i became scared, because the feeling of that...warping fading thing at the start, during and end of the dream feels too weird. I just had a lucid dream today, which was much more sucessful then the other two, which always ended up stuffing up, but when i woke it had me wondering why i felt the way i did when i woke. I felt like shocked and i felt as if i was about to cry, as if something horrible had happened to me. It always happens whenever i have a lucid dream and i was just wondering if anyone else expriences(ed) this when they either just started out or always because thats one thing i dislike about it..and i would really like to get rid of it.