Hi i wanted to introduce myself.

I'm not very good at recalling my dreams and really only recently truly started trying to recall them. dreams truly fascinate me and at the same time scare the hell out of me because growing up and still to this day have cases of deja vu very regularly. i've asked friends if they have deja vu like i do and none of them say they do or have which began to worry me. ive not really had a precognition dream before but more so like im sitting there playing a game and can recall exactly where something secret is that i did in my dream. earlier today i was sitting in my english class and school is just starting back here so i had a new teacher and as soon as he walked in the door it was like a bomb just went off in my head. I could clearly recall everything that was about to happen. i left class early as i was freaking out. in the movie waking life the boat car guy talks about seeing life as a movie. his window to the world. thats what i felt like at that time was that it was a reoccuring movie that i couldnt get away from. i want to be able to control my dreams to explore why i have such bad deja vu.

please comment any help is appreciated. i want to become a dreamer. im tired of my dreams controlling me.