NOTE: if you read this PLEASE comment, i need help. the first dream that i put on here im going to put as non lucid but please tell me if i should change it to lucid. i think it was lucid but i also think that it was a non lucid dream about being lucid. is this even possible?? please help

here is the uncertain dream...
''start'' i dont remember doing a reality check but i was walking around saying im lucid! i started to think of what i could do. things like the task of the month or flying. but out of no were i was like im going to go make up with mallory. (mallory is a friend that i had a fight with a couple of months ago and havent really talked to here sense) well even though i knew that she wouldnt acually know that i did it but i still went. (which is why i think i was not lucid) so i suddenly end up in her back yard and she tries to grab my hand but i pull away because i didnt think we should try and act like nothing was wrong. well then i had a false awakining and drement that i was in my moms bed and she was shaking me telling me to get out of it, i start yelling at her and telling her that she ruined a lucid dream and that it was important. i guess i was being harsh because she began to cry.''end''