this probably belongs in the "help" section but i felt i needed to post this somewhere with more traffic. i hope the staff is understanding and allows this.

basically i just need someone to talk to tonight. all my friends are offline...i'm not even going into it. i'm alone and i just don't want to be. i will be up i'm sure for at -least- six more hours. if anyone is willing to chat- and i mean just chat, i'm not asking for/expecting a bunch of sage advice or anything. i also promise- PINKY SWEAR i'm not one of those loathesome creatures that just whines incessantly about how there's no point in life and no reason to do anything, blah blah.

i feel kinda stupid posting this. but it would mean a lot to me if someone would be willing to IM with me for awhile. also my internet is limited, all i have is a phone right now, so that's one reason i'm making a thread here otherwise...i dunno i could probably find someone.

i can only have one IM client running at a time. i have MSN and AIM. let me know what you use in a reply, i guess. i don't know. i'm sorry. it is just a bad time for me. i'm waiting for a psychiatric clinic to call me back for an appointment but they are clearly swamped..and i can only go somewhere that accepts medicaid. christ. i just want someone there. that's all.