Ever find out something about someone that you were interested in or dating or in a relationship with that you just.............wish you hadn't.

I hate it when I let my worrying/curiosity get the best of me and then really regret ever having seen or read what I did.

I guess it's important to see what people are really like because we build up these dillusions as a result of our feelings...but it still just hurts. Sometimes I just don't want to know. But I also don't want to give people an excuse to keep things from me or lie to me just because I can't handle the truth. I just wish people were different and I didn't have to deal with this fucking bullshit.

*deep sigh*