Thread: Want a glimpse of the mind of a true psychopath?

hmm

what a sad ending

What a 'no ending at all' ending.

Well, consider it an "Anne Franke"-esque ending..
It just stops when the person is arrested and taken away.
Just like here...
Only we love lil Anne..

fuck. i was reading this thread straight threw, . it was very intresting ,and very tragic. parts of it reminded me alot of the movie and book "jesus' son". good luck beuitifull dreamer.

07-25-2007 11:54 AM

Originally Posted by Oneironaught

It's kind of hard, what with him being banned and all.

BeautifulDreamer
God of War
Last Activity: 08-30-2007 03:54 PM


How does that work?

Originally Posted by AlternateReality

07-25-2007 11:54 AM


BeautifulDreamer
God of War
Last Activity: 08-30-2007 03:54 PM


How does that work?

Banned users can log in, but there's not much they can do.

did yall actually waste your time reading this? I read like 3 different parts of his story and was bored. not to bad of a life, this dude should just get over it. w/e has happened im sure ive been through just as much.

I also think the stories are boring.
And stupid.

"Mind of a true psychopath" indeed.
I was expecting some kind of a murderous monster, not some whining social annoyance.

I won't read the book.
There's too many nothings pretending to be something already.

^Alban, doesn't that seem sort of harsh?

"too many nothings pretending to be something already"
...I dunno. Sometimes it's the nobodies who have the greatest story to tell.
I dunno, i probably took it the wrong way, but I'm just sayin'.

To be fair there are plenty of people out there who have had similar experiences. It's nothing worth writing a book about.

Personally, I don't think being a social misfit and burden on society is something to brag about. And that's all this thread was about: a reckless rebel looking for the spotlight. I'm not impressed.

^True.

Meh, yeah, he DID seem to glorify himself a few times...
But I dunno, I felt like he genually felt bad about it all.
Or not, maybe I just want to *feel* like this story redeems itself, or that a lesson has been learned through it.
But blah, whatever.

First of all I just LOVE how quickly you guys switched from "Oh my god dude keep writing this is interesting" to "yawn, he was a liar and an ass!"

Talk about sheephood.

I'd also like to mention to GH I officially think you're almost as big a cunt as wendylove... almost. Your judgmental, holier than thou attitude is exactly why I thank God for the small favor that you're not a mod.

Nothing came out as braggery to me, I mean except that stupid shit about banging hella hot chicks but they weren't that hot, he was just sharing his love experiences. It seemed to me like he was deeply regretful for his lifestyle and was trying to just work it out for himself. And I will say from start to finish I was compelled. Sure, many people go through that but that doesn't mean it's cheapened in anyway. I mean frankly if you were so unswayed you shouldn't have posted at all, obviouslt like wendylove you were just offended by the support a former drug abuser was receiving.

And as someone who's done a few drugs here and there I can also say I was swayed by this story to look at my life and see where my behavior was leading.

So in conclusion, GH

Fuck You.

Personally, my opinion of this thread was tainted from the beginning by the fact that BD was a complete and udder(moo) retard/asshole in all his other posts. Why was this resurrected again?

edit: Hmm. Although I never liked running up against BD's abrasive, misinformed posts, those of you in here who told him how awesome his story was when he was here and now are bashing it and him now that he's gone are worse in my opinion. I saw someone else mention this and thought that those condemning him were not the same as those praising him, but it is the same people. I guess its one thing to be a self absorbed asshole, and quite another to be a mindless sheep jumping on the band wagon of popular opinion.

The reason my post tone changed on the bastard, was because I had a run-in with him in another thread where without provacation he got all haughty and mightier than thou on me. In which case, I had to bitchslap him down off his cracked out horse, and haven't held him in high regard since. And while, yes, at times his story was engaging, it was more like a 'Requiem for a Dream'...Jennifer Connelly taking a double-ended dildo in front of a bunch of strangers for her next fix kind of way.

I was honestly just waiting for his 'how low did you go' ending. So, Did I change my tune, or just decide to reveal my real intentions as to why I found his story engaging in the first place?

Yea...Why is this crap resurrected...? Just let it die... like he inevitably will from heart failure in a few years.

Originally Posted by Omnius Deus

I'd also like to mention to GH I officially think you're almost as big a cunt as wendylove... almost.

Aww, I'm sooooo hurt and offended by your wise statements.

Your judgmental, holier than thou attitude is exactly why I thank God for the small favor that you're not a mod.

I like how you were too cowardly to explain yourself in chat.

Nothing came out as braggery to me

You obviously are not aware of just how much of an absolute jerk the guy was around here and in chat.

...obviouslt like wendylove you were just offended by the support a former drug abuser was receiving.

Obviously you're jusy another asshole jumping on my ass because you can't handle the truth. The only reason I ever said anything at all against BD is because of the way he acted in other threads and when he started being a royal ass in chat, posting porn links, talking extremely rude and obscene to the women in there, sending people threatening PMs, etc...

Yet another member tries to jump on my ass without knowing what the fuck they're talking about.

People didn't turn again BD for his drug use. People did so because he was an asshole, plain and simple.

So in conclusion, GH

Fuck You.

Awww, you're so cute when you're angry

And really, I don't care if you like me or not. Nope, not one bit. Every one hates me around here these days. Take a number and get in line. Have a wonderful day.

Originally Posted by Omnius Deus

And as someone who's done a few drugs here and there I can also say I was swayed by this story to look at my life and see where my behavior was leading.

The only lessons that were learned here should have been common sense. Obviously BeautifulDreamer did loads of drugs and made loads of mistakes (what can you expect?). What is there to learn that everyone doesn't already get lectured about everyday at school? It's all over the tv everyday. This was clearly just a pointless rant about the endless stream of mistakes one user made thoughout their life to get a little attention. There was no point to this thread.

Originally Posted by Omnius Deus

So in conclusion, GH

Fuck You.

That was mature.

No, it wasn't mature or civil, and I reported my own post because I was openly insulting GH but couldn't bring myself to edit the statement because I still believe in what I said wholeheartedly. I'm still a little ticked off about it.

I have been lectured about drugs my whole life but didn't listen because they were just words coming from people like GH, who have never been in this kind of situation or had to deal with this and yet think it's their holy job to preach the word of purity to us sinners. What BD presented to me was the story of an asshole who knew he was an asshole. And I knew BD was an asshole before I read this thread which is why I had judgments going in. it was about the part where he talked about causing that girls suicide where I realized we had similarities. When he talked about he's reasons for not going to school anymore I completely related. Him and I have gone through some of the same bullshit and I see how his reactions have left him a product of himself. His position in life is his own fault, he basically fucked himself by being unwilling to take the opportunities when they came, the same opportunities I've been blowing off. Like when he mentioned buying the burger joint then just arbitrarily thinking he wasn't up to it and blowing all the money on meth. I found myself completely capable of that.

So GH and Mes and other people that seem to think he's just bragging about how fucked up he is, maybe he is but it's a lot more thought provoking than any of the posts you have made to deter drug users. Maybe you could learn something from this particular asshole.

Originally Posted by Omnius Deus

I'm still a little ticked off about it.

You're mad at me because you think I'm downing him solely for his excessive drug use? I've already said that not to be the case.

I found myself completely capable of that.

Sooooo, just because you're as screwed up as he is, that somehow makes me wrong?

So GH and Mes and other people that seem to think he's just bragging about how fucked up he is

But, he was just bragging about how fucked up he is. People like him - and maybe you - think that it's cool or respect-earning to be a misfit then tell everybody about it as if you're some kind of praise-worthy, respect-deserving deity.

Well, let me tell you right now: his actions told a very different story.

Maybe you could learn something from this particular asshole.

It's humorous when people try to aid in some one like BD's self-glorification. If you think he's got something to teach others then, by all means, take from it what you can. But don't act like I'm the bad guy because I didn't put up with his behaviour. My problem with him was because of his blatant rules and decency violations.

There are plenty of members here who I know are into moderate-heavy drug use, yet I get along with each of them just fine. I've done it myself. But, if you want respect you have to deserve it. Everyone here has my respect by default. But, when you screw people over, you get on my bad side. And if you want to treat others like sh!t then expect the same in kind.

By the way, we actually got along decently when he was being civil and respectful to others, despite the fact that he had this thread. You just aren't aware of it and think you know what you're talking about when you spout off about how "unfair" I've been to him.

Another one that needs a lead pill.

Let's find something else to rip each other about, shall we?