oh oh oh one more for me Alchol (can't even spell it).... it was brief... it was a crutch I used when getting over and ex boyfriend (i didn't do it purporsly).... it was stupid... he was a jerk... anyway i realized I had gone crazy ( the was a lot going on) and I just decied i didn't want this in my life... I still drink sometime but not like I use to always in moderation... I was lucky I was stong enough to admit it so earily on in my addiction... if i hadn't all bets would be off! it's done