A few months I had a mind-blowing experience which I wrote about here:
http://www.dreamviews.com/f13/losing...1/#post1450932
And Stephen La Berge of course described it much better than me here:
Practices: Lucid Dreaming (from Subtle Energies and the Uncharted Realms of Mind Conference Summary), Esalen Center for Theory & Research

So anyway, after this happened, I decided to take a break from everything for a while and stopped paying attention to my dreams etc. Needless to say, I regret this decision very much.
Since then, all my lucid reams were very short or not very enjoyable, like the essential curiosity has died.
I really want to get back to where I was a few months ago, because I feel ready, but of course, I can't do it now. Such is life I guess.

Any advice?