Alrght. so i woke up this morning at like 8:30. i watched a pastor on tv and then ate breakfast. At about 10:00 i decided "you know what...i'm board. lets try this WILD thing" so i went to my bed and tried to remember how people said to do it. so i started. my whole body went numb. then my arms kinda felt floaty. but was laying there, trying to describe scenes in my head (liek the riding the bike one) and nothing happened. i'm just laying there, numb. i started to get discouraged and was like "well....they did say that it takes practice" so i was getting ready to give up. THen, my eyes twichted....and then again....and again. (while they were closed) then they started to do it faster. i though 'this is kinda funny...i heard your eyes do this when your at REM" and then they went faster. so i was like "lol...maybe i'm doing REM lol. wait, i'm still awake...can't be doing REM. hmmm..lets see whats hapens when i go with it" so i just let my eyes go all like crazy while their shut. then....i felt like this vibration. and then it went all through me and stayed. i emember someone saying this was a WILD thing. but then, out of no where it got breight and my heart started pounding. sorta like when i run or something. the vibrations increased, the liht got brighter and my heart kept going. so i got a little worried cause i'm nt sure if your heart is suppoed to do that (and i didn't want to have a heart attack cause i as trying to 'sleep' lol) so i tried to calm my breathing to calm my heart down and it eventually worked. but since i focused to hard on my breathing, the vibrations and all stoped.


ok, so i think i was going into a WILD. then something else weird happend hat you all shoould try for fun. i did a thing called "power of the mind" to where you make your hand lift just by thinknig of it. hypnotists do it as a sort of fun trick to show your friends lol. well...that happend. first one hand raised up and started going weird. then the other joined in lol. it feels kinda cool and it shows how your mind controls your muscles lol


anyways, this was almost a WILD right? is that heart thing normal or should i not do this again? cuase that felt really....really....really cool and i would like to do it again. i started at 10:00 and ended at 10:50