I had a very interesting lucid dream last night that I've been pondering over all day.
The dream started when I was alone in my house on a night. A car pulled up outside and someone knocked on my door. I can't recall exactly what happened but a man and a woman tried to get into my house. Whilst the woman distracted me the man tried to sneak round the back of my house. I'm a very paranoid person so I tend to have these panic dreams a lot but tonight I realized I was dreaming. I let the woman in and said they could take whatever they wanted, nothing was real. She looked confused by this. I walked off down my street and remembered several things I wanted to do.
"Change the colour of something"
I changed the colour of the sky. I looked up and thought I want it to be bright green and so it was. I then thought I want to to be bright red and it was. It then automatically changed itself into normal daytime.
I did a few other small things as well as I walked down my street but then I remembered a big one.
"Go and talk to Scott"
Now I have mentioned on a post before that I have psychosis and therefore I have hallucinations. One of my hallucinations is a guy called Scott who I see and hear. For ages I have tried to communicate with my subconscious to try and understand who he is and why my brain has created him. I began to run to the end of my street saying that when I turn right into the next street he will be there. As I turned I saw him but he was incredibly blurry. In fact there seemed to be a wall in front of him that was very blurry. For anyone who has played an Assassins Creed game it was like when you get to a point where you can no longer continue. I approached the wall and tried to push it but nothing happened.
I thought to myself "I want to know who Scott is" and then the words Access Denied flashed up in front of me. Feeling like I had failed I woke myself up.

Now this is very interesting for me. I have many theories on who and what Scott is and why and how he came to be. I have spent loads of time with him in dreams and this is the first time I was unable to. I thought it was interesting that my subconscious was denying me access when I tried to ask questions about him. Perhaps I am not ready to know yet, whatever that really means.