So last night i had a very lucid dream, i havn't had one in a while and this time i was completely aware for a long time. I can't remember exactly how it started but when it did i decided right away to fly. It was night, in a big city with street lights, almost industrialised city and i was standing at a rooftop. I took of and were flying for about 4-5 minutes and i then decided to fall, expecting to wake up, but i didn't, i kept dreaming and the dream changed, i was still lucid. I was confused because every time i decide to fall i wake up. This time i was in a apartment, and in my dream i decided to sleep again, this time becoming even more lucid. I ended up at a party and it was now things started to creep me out. I was so aware that it was all a dream.

All my friends were there, but i knew they wasn't, it was just a dream, they were projections of my idea of them, and when i talked to them, they answered ;we are all you; this made me scared because i didn't like the fact that they were made up by me, not real. I stayed at the party and let the dream play out, they we're just talking like normal but as soon as i started questioning them they kept saying ;we are all you;. I wanted to wake up now, so i took a bottle, smashed in half and stuck right in my throat so blood was pouring out. I didn't wake up, the wound healed and i was frustrated that i was stuck.

When i finally wake up, i wake up to myself screaming in bed, also a woman was screaming, why? When i woke up i was halucination for about 2minutes and couldn't move and the fear kicked in. When i was completely wake i felt like i had waked up from about 2-3 dreams, each deeper than the other.

I can't help to draw some parallels to the movie inception, with different levels of dreaming and the mind projections. My question is, why couldn't i wake up and why was i hallucination? Why was it two voices screaming as i woke up? I feel like iv'e gained more respect for the conscious dreaming and it's meaning. Any good interperter who could tell me what exactly was going on in my dreams?

Peace out - Altunderctrl