This morning I had a couple of LD's. In one of them I was in New York (but it was still somewhere my hometown)and flew to the top of a skyscraper. I felt that I was losing a little bit of control so I looked at my hands and stabilized. I did my usual shouts like: "permanent clarity! permanent stability". Yesterday evening I also had read about 'anchoring' yourself to the dream, so I did this. Now that I was ready, I wanted to do something deeper. Something that would give some knowledge about myself, cause I always had done the fun things in my lucids.
I looked at the sky and shouted "Unconsciousness, share your knowledge with me!" It already was a little dark, but suddenly the whole sky became pitch black...Far away I saw a light. I looked better and it was a star, a falling star coming towards me. I looked at it while it was falling, but suddenly it split in two, and in three, and...Then the sparks exploded one by one. I was looking at a beautiful firework and was awed. I had been surprised by the sound of the explosions so I had stumbled on my back. The firework stopped and then something really scary/weird happened.
Out of the dark a 'me' came running towards me. Right after this, 20 'me's rushed towards me and tried to grab me...They overwhelmed me and I was really scared actually. Somehow they felt like they were my twin brother, because they shouted something and it was his voice.( I don't remember the things they said, but It was something weird, something irrelevant. This is weird, cause in one of my other lucids, when I confronted a monster, he also had the voice of my brother and when the dream faded he said something about call of duty?? I don't even remember if they were 'me's or they had my brothers face...it was like they faded into each other...
Does anybody has an idea what this means, how I could interpret this? Cause quite frankly I expected some different 'knowledge'...
Thanks!
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