Hmm. I don't have them now, but I'm sure I've also experienced something like this a few times (although I can't remember as much detail as you've shared here.) Those dreams sound really interesting, if unsettling. Do you ever still have them now that you know more about lucid dreaming? Also, out of curiosity, how did these dreams feel for you: were you scared the whole way through, or ever interested, or apathetic, or something else entirely?
The first of mine that comes to mind was a dream where I was inside some kind of ship with corridors and compartments like a train's that never seemed to end. I don't remember much of it because it was so long ago and I didn't make much effort to remember at the time, but I think that I was trying to find a way off the ship, and in doing so I kept walking into all sorts of different rooms and usually having to escape from some danger within them. I realised that I was dreaming partway through, but barely, as I didn't try to change anything. Instead I became afraid that something awful would happen because it was a dream and that meant that all possibilities were open; sure enough, within the next few moments a giant eel or sea monster or some kind had broken through the walls of the ship and I had to run along the corridor to try and escape it as it slithered after me. Before long it had devoured me and I also slipped into the void of darkness 
The other was a false awakening. I got out of bed knowing that things were different, and I walked to my mum in the living room. I knew from her expression that I had to be dreaming, and I told her so. I asked her to help me wake up, but she just mumbled something under her breath about waiting. The dream went to all sorts of strange places after that (I remember going to other worlds of sorts, visiting somebody who lived on top of a cliff and having to walk along the narrow edge of it, and so on) but I did retain some awareness of being in a dream throughout and the thing that strikes me about this one is that it seemed subjectively really long - I kept trying to wake up but it never worked, and by the end of it I felt that I'd been dreaming for days.
I wonder if these dreams would have been different if we'd known more about lucid dreaming at the time...or if it's a different level of lucidity to the kind where you can change and control things, in which you don't have much of an option but to get swept passively along by the dream despite the awareness.
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