Ok, I know this sounds weird. I have been trying to lucid dream for a few months now, and a few weeks ago i got a lucid dream, and another one the day after. The thing is, I'm not sure if they were actual lucid dreams. In the dreams, i literally said "I'm dreaming," and started controlling people around me and all of that, but i don't really feel as if i'm the one choosing what to do.

I know this is really confusing. I'm not really sure how to explain it.
Basically what i'm asking is, is it possible to have a non-lucid dream about being lucid?

If there is any confusion PLEASE don't hesitate to ask so I can try to explain a little better