WHATS SO SPECIAL ABOUT WILD?

Unlike the other times where my fear felt overwhelming I was able to do a WILD again. It felt somewhat nostalgic though entering the dream that way. I ended up in a mountainous snowy setting and spotted a dc that was invisible but I could still sense and hear. I didn't stabilize the dream though and just continued thinking about how I was following this dc and that if I wanted to I could wake myself up. But I told myself no since the dream world felt like it was my happy place at that moment. I also flew into the cloudy sky and admired the scenery than chased another dream character thinking about how I want to try shared dreaming again but I wasn't that into it. Just having fun.Eventually after the fun I ended up getting non lucid after I exited a school i ended up in.

But I was reminded about what I like about WILD. I like the ability to choose when I enter the dream world just like before. When I would want to see Dawn or my other dream characters I would try doing a WILD so I could see them. I don't remember most of those dreams now but It feels good to think about WILD that way for me. ^ w ^

Now that I think about it I guess my fear about WILD before was that I didn't have a choice. That I would have to keep going from waking life to dream mode like that at night. Which freaked me out mostly because I was having nightmares at that time. But seeing it more as a choice deteriorates that fear and those nightmares(lucid and non lucid) I had don't bother me anymore.