Im not sure what to say about this one. It happened two days ago. I woke up in the middle of the night after some foggy unimportant dream. Or at least, I think I am awake?

I was soo sleepy, I can feel myself falling asleep again. I tried to pick up my notepad and pen to scribble down some words to describe my foggy dream - but I couldn't find the effort to move my limbs. Even remembering my dream seemed like a huge effort. I roll over instead and try to WILD. I don't know why, but when I close my eyes again and I decide imagining a floating monk over my head is the best thing to do.......?

So I imagine the floating monk over me. BOOM. There he is over me. But its strange, becuase I can see my legs as if my eyes are open. But my eyes are closed. It reminded me of a sleep paralysis. And once the monk was fleshed out above me - my whole body vibrates. It felt like I was being electricuted! It freaked me out becuase
1. It happened so suddenly, what happened to WILDs taking some time?? This was like...five seconds.
2. My body was actually starting to hurt.

I scream in my head "MAKE IT STOP!". So it does. Everything goes black and the sensations stop. I open my eyes. I'm on my bed. But its a classic false awakening! My sisters are in the hallway arguing over something stupid. Its annoying me, so I scream at them "PEOPLE ARE SLEEPING!" They get quiet, and I roll over in bed. Completely ignorant that its a dream.

My eldest sister comes in the room, sits on my bed and threatens me. "You tell me to shut up again and I'll beat the living shit out of you. I'll rip your head off." I was flabbergasted! My other sister was in the doorway whimpering, "Don't upset her! She's crazy! Just do as she says!"

I think this must be some prank to freak me out. "Stop it! I'm trying to sleep!!" But this only makes my eldest sister angrier. And shes is not a violent person in real life. She starts screaming "ARE YOU TELLING ME WHAT TO DO? I swear I'll beat the shit out of you!!!" She gets up and storms out the room. This is when I realize this is no prank. Who the hell is she to threaten me for no reason?

"You're not doing anything" I mutter "I'll call the cops if you lay a finger on me"

She storms back into my room. "Is that a threat??? COME HERE!" She lunges foward, rips my blanket off. I jump out of bed screaming. What the hell is going on! My sister ISNT violent! Oh wait...as with any false awakening I always realize whats going when I jump out of bed. IM DREAMING!!

"Oh thank God, this is just a stupid dream!" I turn around quickly to look at the bed. There is no one there. But it left a sickening feeling in my stomach, like it was a horror movie. Somone should still be on my bed! I hear a voice behind me, its says in a childish sing-song voice "You're too sloow!" I feel something coming from behind, a knife. And thats when I scream "WAKE UP!"


I'm awake, and I know its for real this time. And I know I ruined a lucid chance, but those are the worst kind of nightmares....What was that??? Did I WILD??



*********************** Later on ********************
One thing to note. When I woke up from that false awakening, it was morning already. Early morning, the sun just rose. And there was some STRANGE music playing. I think it was the downstairs neighbors but I'm not sure. It sounded like music you play for yoga, or maybe it was a yoga video becuase I cleary remember an eerie/distorted voice repeating "One.................Two........One......Two". And I know our downstairs neighbor does yoga in the early morning. Maybe this was why I imagined a monk?

I stay up for at least a half hour, the music creeps me out - I think the walls have horribly distorted it. But when it stopped I fell asleep again.

I have another false awakening. This time things are much happier. The sun is shining brightly and my room is full of stuffed animals and colorful things. My sisters are normal, not trying to kill me..And I decide..once again...to WILD. WILDing in a false awakening???

I close my dream eyes. And wait for some 'dream hypnotic imagery'. Its hazy and fuzzy like the real thing! I focus on it, and I slowly imagine a forest. The forest is far away, like on a TV screen. But I imagine flying into the forest, I even try to imagine flying upside down so that the sky is the floor and the floor is the sky. The dream HI gets more clear and more clear, and then I fly off into it and it becomes 3D!! NO PHYSICAL SENSATIONS. None. No vibrations or fuzzy feelings.

Well I'm not complaining O_o My Dream WILD did the trick. I was in a new dream and I was completely lucid for the entire thing! Fun adventure...But those dream tree branches - they hurt!! Try not to crash into them...

Now heres my question, what happened in my first experience of the night? Was that a real WILD? Or do you think that was another WILD in a false awakening, or even a WILD in a sleep paralysis?

Since people can instantly fall back asleep after waking up in the middle of the night, is it possible to have an instant WILD if this is the case?

And why were my two 'WILDS' or 'FALSE WILDS' so different? One had violent physical sensations but no HI, and led to a horrible false awakening. The other was all HI, no sensations, led me straight into lucidity...........