Thread: I Did It, I Killed Myself!

Originally Posted by trogdor1134

thats kinda interesting. when i died i lost lucidity, but you just did another reality check and continued with your lucid dream. i should try that, but i didn't have a false awakening because of it.

is it possible to induce a false awakening?
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It felt like the sensation of a false awakening. I had collapsed. And I woke in the same spot where I had died. So i did a reality check because i was a bit frazzled, and not sure that i was still dreaming.

Originally Posted by DyerMaker

How did you feel when you awoke?

According to Paul Tholey a psychologist at Johann Wolfgang Goethe University who has studied lucid dreaming and the affects of confrontation and conflict with in them if one doesn't stand up for himself. He reported that those within dreams who ran away from the confrontation and didn't attempt reconciliation woke up with feelings of discouragement, anxiety, fear or even guilt.

But thats not to say those who responded with violence and destruction were any better off, they reported the a sense of euphoria mixed with fear or guilt. He reccomended self-defense or conquering the enemy but not to the point of killing.

But I asked because I don't think this scenario really fit either one because in the researched cases figures usually appeared of their own accord. You actually summoned them. So what emotions did you feel when they killed you?
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That's why if I were Lucid in a Nightmare with Creeps after me wanting to kill me I would just turn around smile and do a funny dance with them. Murder and Revenge is not my Dreaming Mind's type of Imagination. It's got more of a Miraculous and Comical nature.

If you were Truely Lucid in a Nightmare you would KNOW that there's no reason to fear or run. It's all but a Dream. Your Dream. If you want to do a funny Dance with your DreamCharacter Creeps chasing you...you just can by doing it. It's like playing with your own Mind in a Creative way.

If only my DreamRecall would become better again I will also try to allow myself to get killed in a Lucid Dream. I won't try doing it myself like suicide, because you never know when the Line between Reality and ImaginaiReality becomes to thin and too hazy. Safer thing to do is to conjure up some Heavily armored Cops in armor suits, helmets and gasmasks. Carrying heavy duty Machine guns AND shotguns. (Inspiration from an actual Dream I had not too long ago) I'll let THEM shoot me. Such a thing is MUCH less likely to be able to be happening in Waking Life.

Originally Posted by DyerMaker

According to Paul Tholey a psychologist at Johann Wolfgang Goethe University who has studied lucid dreaming and the affects of confrontation and conflict with in them if one doesn't stand up for himself. He reported that those within dreams who ran away from the confrontation and didn't attempt reconciliation woke up with feelings of discouragement, anxiety, fear or even guilt.

But thats not to say those who responded with violence and destruction were any better off, they reported the a sense of euphoria mixed with fear or guilt. He reccomended self-defense or conquering the enemy but not to the point of killing.
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That is interesting... if its just a dream there shoudnt really be any guilt or fear though yeah. Like maybe alittle but the euphoria sounds like it might be worth the risk..

Its just some of my most major highs in lucid dreams have been from.. murder I guess you would say. Like once I dreamt that I caught two guys trying to break into my house. I went lucid and so I shifted into a vampire, and after lifting the first guy up by his neck with my teeth, I dropped him from about 10 meters up.. then I landed and did like a speed run to the next guy who was working on the front door lock. Anyway I pulled out that guys heart by just pushing my hand through his chest and ripping it out. I took a bite and showed it to him because it was a thing to try.. and I really was a nasty vampire. lol
Anyway point being that it was one of the best highs and was just very empowering. If I had just told them to go away I wouldnt of felt as... cool the next day. I mean I ripped out his heart! How often does one get to say they've done that. Which is why I did it, and it did bring a kinda euphoric feeling which I still kinda get from just remembering the dream again. Kinda.

Originally Posted by SKA

That's why if I were Lucid in a Nightmare with Creeps after me wanting to kill me I would just turn around smile and do a funny dance with them. Murder and Revenge is not my Dreaming Mind's type of Imagination. It's got more of a Miraculous and Comical nature.

If you were Truely Lucid in a Nightmare you would KNOW that there's no reason to fear or run. It's all but a Dream. Your Dream. If you want to do a funny Dance with your DreamCharacter Creeps chasing you...you just can by doing it. It's like playing with your own Mind in a Creative way.

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i created that entire senario. i wanted the mob to chase me, i wanted to stop and be shot. i created it so i would die. it wasn't a nightmare

ha, I wonder if suicides say that(topic name) so exited after they die . Nice job, should try doing something more productive though.