I did #37 - bargaining with my subconscious. I did it a few months ago, before I read this thread, but maybe it should still count? Here it is:
I was in a preschool beating up a giant, alive, stuffed grey bunny. I was lucid and decided to kill it, so I ripped its head off. But every time I did it re-grew the head and laughed at me! After a few times I realized I was fighting some part of my self. So I stood up and yelled, "That's it! What are you so mad about? We need to sit down and talk." So I manifested an auditorium and walked inside. In it were about 200 people and creatures, including the giant grey bunny. I walked up to the stage, grabbed a mic and sat down. I asked "what is wrong?" They all started yelling at me at once and I couldn't pick out what they were saying. I kept yelling into the mic, "Shhh! Take turns!" But they just yelled at me. Then this big, muscled, beautiful drag queen in a blue sequined dress sauntered up to me and said, "I'll help you honey." He got them to quiet down. One of them (I don't remember what he looked like) said, "We are mad because you hate us. We are doing our best, but still it isn't good enough, and you keep hateing us." The reason he said this is pretty personal, so I won't explain, but it did make perfect sense. I told them I would stop hateing them, and that I would work hard to be better to myself. I hugged the drag queen and thanked him. Then I woke up so I could write it down.
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