Well I just had my third lucid... another DILD of course. I don't remember how I became lucid, but I knew I was and I kept trying to closely study how things looked so my dream would be more vivid. It didn't seem to work; I couldn't concentrate on anything. I'm starting to think I might not be lucid... maybe I'm dreaming about being lucid. I feel like I'm conscious but I'm still.... dumb like I would be in a normal dream.

So is it actually possible that I'm just dreaming about being lucid because I think about it so much while I'm awake? Or are lucid dreams really that surreal?