im getting really annoyed here.

i just learned of this other WILD technique where you just dont move a muscle in your body and try to trick it into thinking yorue asleep, so it will eventually sleep.

i havent tried this for too long, no. maybe four or five nights.

but this is total bull shit. ive wasted hours and hours just lying there in total discomfort (not beginning, but it was said that you would start feeling uncomfortable, right before SP)

i lie here still awake, after an hour and a half of lying in complete silence.

what a FUCKING waste of time. does anybody have any suggestions?

or was i just fucking born not to WILD.

(sorry. im really pissed off right now. im wasting time here trying to ld and its not working!)