Thread: How hard is it?

How hard is it to finding the answers to your life? I mean sure it is a simple question, but I'm asking you guys. How hard did you find it to find answers to your life?

When I tried to do this, I was at a state of confusion. Ok, the background is white, and I see myself in my own naruto-ninja suit (Jet black ninja costume, a black scarf covering my mouth and a samurai hat with a dark katana). Then all of a sudden, I'm at this dark forest. At this point, I managed to grab my lucidity (didn't take long since I've been practicing). So I decided to go through this forrest. There were dead trees, but the deeper I went, the more "deformed" the trees looked. Maybe I should use the word "distorted". Until I see twon small columns infront of me. On one of the column was a Pure bright white orb, and the other was a glass of black water. I thought to myself something creepy was going on. I reached out to grab the white orb (This white orb was a "Sticky", in which I can remember definetly). It felt... warm and inviting. I turned to the secound object, the glass of water. But as soon as I touch it, the whole background went completely white! I turned around, only to see a black-tar like symbiote suit (somehting like Venom from Spiderman, but less musculer). It was coming for me. I drew out my sword, and off I went to battle. With all my might, I made one great slash, but it was as if this creature was immune to my attacks. I felt drowsy for some reason. I then see my self dropped on my knees. In which case I woke up.

So the next day, I tried to go Lucid. Same white background, only no monster. I guess I got too excited that this "thing" came. Anywho, I thought to myself about opening up the white orb. I tried smashing it with my dark katana, my katana shattered. I tried throwing it, but as soon as I let go, it just comes back to me. I tried demanding it to open, no results. So I then stopped wasting my time and moved on to the glass of black water. I tried smelling it, no smell. I tried touching; It was as if it had no beouncy (sorry for the spelling). I tried drinking it, tasted like Fanta. Until I noticed, that when I pour it, this glass of black water won't run out. It had unlimitied water or something. Everywhere I go, it left a trail, no matter what the terrain in; moutainous or grassy, it left a trail. I soon came to a conclusion that this glass of black water meant I should leave my OWN trail in life.

So that one down, but I still coudn't figure out wat the white orb meant. But still trying!

So what you guys been going through?