Thread: It was not a good night

Oh boy last night was not quite sooo nice.

First I started off going to bed feeling kinda under the weather. I woke up a bunch of times early in the night, one time could have been a false awakening. I had woken up and looked at the clock, I couldn't read it clearly but thought it said something like around 12'oclock ish. So I went back to bed, I had set my alarm for 1 oclock because I intended to try to WILD. I woke up several more times after some dreams, they were even pretty strange. I definitely felt symptoms of a fever when I had woke up each time. My body felt very warm but I could also feel the outer layer of my skin as being cold, you know that feeling. Well after one time waking up I heard my mom close the sliding door to our plant room, I figured she was putting the cat in so it wouldn't scratch on her door. I looked up at the clock because it seemed strange that she would be awake so late, and the clock said it was only around 11 o clock. That confused me for a little bit but I eventually came to the conclusion that I had a FA the first time I looked at the clock or I just didn't see it properly. I still felt pretty bad but I eventually went back to sleep.

Finally I woke up around 1 and turned my alarm off. I felt a little cooler than before so I decided to go ahead with my intent to WILD. I took 2 galamantine 2 pills and went to the bathroom and checked my temperature. It read 99.3 so I figured I must have been in the 100's early in the night. I stayed awake for about 35 minutes watching tv and reading one of laberge's books. I attempted to WILD but my thoughts were pretty outta control as usual after talking galamintine.

Okay now for the "good" stuff

I must have dosed off briefly, which was good because now I was very relaxed and could WILD easy (as had been found out from my previous attempts). I was on my back so I rolled over onto my left side (I'm still not brave enough to attempt to WILD on my back ) I did the "focus your thoughts" thing, It was very easy now that my mind was clear and I knew I was going to WILD. Not too long after I felt it coming on, as this was my third time, the feeling had become pretty familiar, I waited for the spinning on my stomach/ head craziness to start. It didn't. Instead I heard this really strange buzzing sound, I was okay with this. I attempt to move and found it to be very difficult, eventually I was able to get over on to my stomach. The buzzing sound was still continuing, but now it was going at varying levels of intensity. My "body" also started to experience this strange vibration feeling. And THEN the lower abdominal/ crotch area of my body was rising slightly off my bed and then lowering itself. All of these things were new to me and im not even sure what I was thinking at the time. I didn't think I was dreaming, throughout all of this I had been trying to visualize a dream scene to enter and it wasn't working. So then I figured I was just stuck in the between awake and dream zone. But then I noticed that my feet were very close to the end of my bed, and my pillow was close to the top of my bed. I was also able to lift my arm up and feel my lamp shade strangely close to my head (usually I have to really stretch to reach it). I also felt the other pillow to the left of my and my dream journal and tv remote right below it. So everything appeared to be there except the scale was much smaller. Throughout all this im still experiencing weird sensations. At one point I touch the wall my bed is right up against and feeling spreads throughout my spine.

I noticed my eyes were still closed so I tried to open them, either I couldn't or I just couldn't see anything. I still didn't know what "zone" I was in but I knew I was in there for quite awhile. I decided to turn my tv on. My remote was still where it should be And by shooting it at different angles where my tv should be I was able to turn it on. (throughout all of this I was on my stomach facing my right side, towards my wall). Oh yeah there are some other details I have left out. At one point early on I lifted my upper body off of my bed. It was quite difficult and it felt like there was something heavy on my back. Once I had gotten up as far as I could go I tried to speak, at first I wasn't able to but then I managed to force out a very soft and weak sounding word. It may have been "mom", Im not sure but I know I was thinking of ways to get out of that state at that point. Earlier on I had also tried wiggling my toes and rubbing my fingers together but that didn't seem to do any good.

Anyways back to the tv part. So I had turned it on, and I had another perspective shift. This time I was looking at the tv and once an image came on the screen it filled my field of vision. I was now in a computer generated world, the CG was pretty bad. It was kinda like this except in "dream resolution"

The rooms wallpaper was a dark bubblegum pink color, with thin vertical stripes of blue, and little purple circular designs in between them. When I looked around it was like, the way my field of vision moved was like in a old pc first person shooter. After a little mix up in a closet I found myself facing the entrance hallway and there was some CG guy in a grey suit going through the coat closet. I thought something along the lines of "this must be a show about yakuza" ( a playstation 2 series of games). So I ran up to him and made what felt like punching motions with my dream arms to hit the DC. Then I woke up.

I was on my left side facing the wall like I was when I went to sleep. And I was DRENCHED in sweat. Beads were still forming and rolling down my forehead and chest. I noticed that my some of my muscles on my chest were also contracting on my chest.

Phew!! that's a lot of writing and that's only half of my night of strange stuff. I'll stop there unless someone wants to know what happened in my later dreams.

So anyways, what do you think happened to me? Was I in a dream? Was I just in the median zone for a long time? Did I astral project? Whatever happened Im sure being sick didn't help, and my respect for galamantime has also increased.