So last night I had my first lucid dream ()
It was great, I took a look at my hands, became lucid and began walking around.
I was in my house, but some things were destorted, the whole time I kept thinking "I did it! I'm really having a lucid dream!"
I suprisingly didn't wake up from the excitment so I proceeded out side.

On my street I tried to fly, but everytime I jumped, I just came back down.
This was strange that I couldnt do it.
It occurred to me that I might have to do a sort of superman dive forward to get things going, but I was afrade I would hurt myself, (that thought went away after I remembered that I was dreaming)

There was still some doubt in my mind so I tried scuffing the ground with my nuckle, which produced a strange sensation like a very dull pain.
I ingnored it and tried the superman dive only to fall on my chest.
I gave up thinking I must not be experenced enough yet (being my first Ld)
Do you think this is the case or was I just not going about it the right way?

So then I went back inside, did some stuff and ended up waking up (in real life)

Here is where it gets strange, as I woke up, I felt absoultly no different from when I was dreaming, almost as if my waking self had just done all that. (Which in retrospect makes sense because I was awake in the dream)

After about 5 minutes of remembering my experence and writing it down, my memory of the dream became strange.
Suddenly my memory of what I had just felt was a conscious lucid dream became like a normal dream, and that everything that had just happened was really just a coincidence. (or my dream simply gave me the illusion that I was in control)


I feel confident that what I had was a real lucid dream, but there is still a nagging feeling.

Is this normal? Am I just doubting myself as an inexperenced lucid dreamer?
or is what happened very well a complex illusion of a lucid dream?

If anyone can relate or offer some advice, comments ect please do!