It was preceeded by a FUCKING EPIC DREAM...but I hardly remember it but I remember the part before I gained lucidity, I was in this spot in Israel. It was some desert hills, and a cliff about a hundred or so feet away, and to the right was a tree, and more hills and cliffs and mountains in the distance, to the left was another smaller cliff, and that cliff and the one in front of me formed walls for a passageway going left. Here and there were patches of green tint.
This guy from another message board I'm on (I'll call him Bob) was hanging out at a clay table near the cliff to my left. I wandered to the right towards the tree, then turned and went towards to passageway. As I was walking it sank in that this was a dreamscape. For some reason I actually recognized it from dreams in the past, but I don't think I've dreamed about this area before...anyway, the point is, I recognized it as a dreamscape 
So as I neared the passageway, I raised my fist into the air and shouted something like, "I AM LUCID. THIS IS A LUCID DREAM" I sensed Bob looking at me and smiling at my achievement. As I was in the passageway, I then said, "AND I AM GOING TO HAVE SEX" 
Now, I certainly didn't have full control, there was still the dreamy "I'm just gonna do whatever without a thought" feel to my actions...and if I had full control and lucidity, I would've stopped, enjoyed the scenery, taken in the fact that I'm consciously in a dream, then summoned up my boyfriend and had sex with him.
Here's what I did instead... ...with a purposeful air I marched over to where Bob was and decided to have sex with him (This dream, I suppose, was determined to be your typical weird random sex dream, lucid or not) Then Bob turned into Dad I took off his shirt and felt his chest hair ( random...and highly disturbing ) and he almost went right for it, but I was like "woah woah slow down let's take it slow" and we just kind of sat there hugging and it never really happened and the lucidity kind of faded...
...I think I sort of sensed the whole time that this is my Dad and I don't want to be doing this with him it wasn't a thought at the top of my mind but I think it was there...
So yea, I woke up excited ...and with a feeling I'm sure is the equivalent of a guy's morning wood 
edit:um, come to think of it, this would be my second DILD...first one was a long while back...I posted it somewhere in this board...for some reason I was trying to summon a can of Monster obviously I need to practice the full-conciousness and control but hey, these DILDs are better than wandering around totally aimlessly
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