I think my confidence this time around played a big role. I was positive I was going to have a lucid, and I think that mindset worked. I tried again for the first time in like 3 months last night using WBTB and MILD together.
I woke up after each dream I had, and usually tried to MILD whenever I did ruign the night. AT about 6, I got up and wen to the bathroom and read about LDs on my laptop for like 15 min. I then fell asleep again
I had just woken up from a dream at like 7am where I was in an armored SUV with witness protection and people were coming after me. I was told to hide in the SUV, and the agents were shooting at the gunmen. As I fell back asleep I was thinking about that dream and MILD and I reentered the dream. I was stuck in the SUV, but I knew it was a dream. I tried to do something but I couldn't until I did the nose holding RC and became fully lucid. I then flew through the roof of the SUV into the sky but the flight was pretty blurry and not very controlled. I crash and everything turns a weird sky blue. I try walking up a green hill I created, but I kept falling down. I think I may have gone on my laptop in the dream to look up info about lucid dreams at this point but I'm not sure. I might have tried dream sex at this point, but it was way too unstable
I then had a false awakening where I realized I was still dreaming by doing the RC and became lucid again. My dad in the dream was talking to me and I muted him. I turned my house into a mansion but my alarm woke me up while in the bathroom of the new house. The new house changed from red to blue as I woke up.
It actually worked, and wasn't even that hard. This is the first night I really even tried since about 3 months ago. I woke up like 5 times during this night whenever one of my dreams ended, and I remembered a lot of dreams but only had this last lucid before my alarm woke me up for good. I did go to the bathroom for 5 min at 6am as part of my WBTB, but my lucid wasn't until a few dreams after that. I think all of the waking up meant I didn't get all of my sleep, I was awake for about 1-2 hours total during the night while doing all of this. Oddly, I forgot to set an alarm at 5 am for my WBTB, but I woke up very often this night (I usually don't at all), I think due to the MILD. Still, it was pretty awesome and I definitely want to try to have another.
My biggest issue was instability in my dreams. Spinning didn't really work that well but maybe I didn't do it correctly. My dream would have been a lot better If I could have controlled it and have it not be blurry. My false awakening was very stable however, but I had a hard time asserting control over it even after my RC. Would love any feedback/advice on stability.
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