JeraldTa
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LUCID NON-DREAM

I was sleeping in my girlfriend's house, sleeping next to her ...

Sleep paralysis occured, dream scene formed. I found I stand up from my body in her room. I went outside , I could feel the touch of the door knob ... I saw my gf's dad and her sister watching the TV and talking. But noone could see me.

Returned back to the body. 2nd and 3rd time woke up from the body I found myself talking to my gf about something I forgot ....

3rd time woke up, because this wasn't in my room so I was kindof scared of what if negative entities approach me.... ? So I made up a SWORD by myself (my mind created it!) This was awesome... And I asked "God" or "higher power" to send divine energy to the sword.... And I saw a golden light enter and lighten my sword ! That was awesome...

Then I created a SHIELD and did the same thing to it ...

But then the excitement made me wake up for real

Woke up in the morning .. Lied back to bed and could feel vibration in the lower portion of body (i.e. my legs )

I wanted to do Lucid Dreaming/AP .... So closed my eyes and wait for it ..
After a while it didn't happen but just soft vibration so I forced it ...

I looked up in the void of my closing eyes , tried to find a spot to concentrate on .. Here it was ... somehow like a fingerprint in white , a point of focus (I thought that was my third eye's point of focus ) ... focusing on it ... and here it went ... I saw somehow like a spiral that sucked me into it ... and I saw dream scene began to form in front of my eyes ... Here I was ..... in my room again

Today it was better than yesterday or the day before .. I did lucid 3 times today , all ended up in somehow the same scene ... In one lucid I even looked at my hand , it didn't look like my real hand , a different shape .... then I tried using index finger to put thru it but I could not put thru it but I could see somehow gave me a funny feeling ... I laughed and flied outside the windows . It looked a much better scene , brighter scene than those lucid I'd been having those days .......... Flew outside and flew around the buildings , in 2nd or 3rd dreams I wanted to "stableize" it so I rubbed my hands together ... But the problem I am now facing is that I can't hold long in the lucid dream .. I always forced back to the body and I don't know why how to improve it .. maybe look up some articles here in DV

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Got thrown out and back to the body several times ... cannot stay still in one scene

First and 2nd and 3rd scene happened in a room - not my room - no idea where it was .. but it was kind of old and had marks on the wall ...

4th scene decided to see something else outside no more in a room - so I saw myself on the sand near the beach . me alone . clear sky but looked like almost rain .... didn't know what to do so decided to "fly" up into the sky again but made me wake up ....

Felt sweat over body 'cause of too many attempts to AP/LD so decided not to do any more

~> drag back to some dream , with my mother in the dream but forgot the details through out the day ...

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Woke up in the morning , want to have a lucid/AP so I lied down and close the eyes . This time Sleep Paralysis happened just so fast right away after I closed my eyes . Call upon the protection of Archangels and my Spirit Guides , I saw bubble white light , and I projected me out of my body , up to the ceiling as usual .

At first the scene before my eye was my room , not very bright . It was my room in my 2nd house in Vietnam (my family had changed house so no longer lived there) .... It was not bright and I thought of a way to "escape" the room . Suddenly I thought of "destroying" the whole room . And I thought that I should go ahead and "create" a rocket out of my mind , and I could improve my visualization skill as well too !

A great idea - I thought . So I went ahead , used my hand to create a layout , but nothing came out first , I wouldn't be discouraged , and kept trying , eventually some light-green formed , following a rocket's shape .. Then finally a whole rocket had formed (but I didn't know why it was in green) ... And I fixed the rocket so it looked alike a real rocket .. While I formed the rocket , the room became a lot brighter (maybe because I was happy) ... But then , the scene became blurry and I was throw back into my body , although I didn't want to wake up this soon ... I want to destroy the roommmmmm ...

Woke up , want to lucid again , so i closed my eyes . I felt itchy in my ear . But it already went into the sleep paralysis state ... I wanted to take my hands up and scartch my ear .... Yes I did it but with my ..... non-physical arm , and it was still itchy T_T ... So I wanted to wake up , I breathe faster and after a while I woke up .... LOL

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Dream fragment #1:
Take a bath in the washroom . This was a digusting dream ... The bathtube was very dirty . I only knew when I let the water drain away ...... Sh*t kept showing ............ EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW


Dream Fragment #2:
Saw Long and Uyen .. I went with somebody couldn't remember to a park .... Was quite a beautiful park but it was cold ... We were sitting on chairs that could be pushed up and pushed down .... Long and Uyen sat behind me ... I played with my chair .... I saw a kid on a bike biked pass us .. Somebody told me it was my Dad's Friend's Kid named "Bi Em" ... I wondered if he was this big already (but really , he wasn't big in my dream , why the heck I said that?)

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Woke up in the morning (by myself) ... wanting to have a lucid so I just went ahead and lied down , waited for the sleep paralysis to happen ...

Closed my eyes but still could see the scene in my mind's eye ..... I could see my ceiling ..... Then I felt vibration all over my body ... And the scene in my mind started to change (the ceiling changed) ... I knew that I was about to projecting my mind to have a lucid dream .....

Ceiling changed from my normal ceiling to a ceiling with a fan .... I laughed myself thinking "what the heck is my subconscious trying to do here.." ..... Then the scene fainted .... I took my non-physical arms up and cleaned my non physical eyes ... Opened the eyes again , started to rise up ... and finally I saw the scene in front of me .... There was a clothes shelf (very old clothes shelf) with a mirror on it ... I saw myself in the mirror ... That was me a long time ago , when I was in grade 8 ... with long hair , wearing glasses , I was pretty slim (much slimmer than now....) , wearing that pink shirt and a short ..... I didn't take much thinking about that part ...... I wondered what would it be outside the windows ... I had a glance first and it looked much better than yesterday's scene ... But when I got closed to it .... Scene changed to a much more darker scene with more destructive features ..... I didn't mind exploring it although it looked sad and somewhat looked scary (although I didn't feel much fear) ... Decided to fly through the windows but this time I could not fly through the windows's net ... was because I was thinking in my head "maybe I could not fly through this?" - and I did not really fly through it .... I was sad .... and the sadness drew me back to the physical body ... no more lucid ....

Woke up for real for some quite time .... When I closed my eyes again , vibration started to bring up again .... But this time I didn't want to go out of body anymore because I was discouraged .. So I just lied there and read out loud the mantra "Om Mani Padme Hum" .... Scene in front of my eyes started to change .... I was physically covered with the blanket and now the blanket started to appear in front of the mind's eye ... It was all gray-scale at this time (I usually dreamed in colors not in black-gray-white..) There are some words on the blanket .. English words and then the explaination in Vietnamese was next to it ... I only remembered one word clearly , that was "Teetee" , I couldn't remember the explaination well but I knew the explaination for the word "Teetee" was somehow regarding a rat/a mouse .... There were some more words but I didn't remember them ... I was discouraged because I could not hear or talk or see or feel my Spirit Guides ... I asked them to show up but I didn't see anything yet ... Later on I heard a male's voice speaking in some language I couldn't understand ... My mind's playing trick with me again ?

Then I woke up for real ...