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    About Ves
    LD Count:
    9
    Biography:
    My story:
    I've always dreamt a lot and payed a lot of attention to my dreams, more as entertainment or stories than lessons.

    But two years ago, I dreamt about the same girl in 3 seperate dreams over the span of a couple months. The kicker was that she looked completely different in each dream yet I knew she was the same person. On top of that, Even though we never spoke, I knew she knew that she was not real. I also knew that I loved her and she loved me unconditionally.

    Two months after I first dreamed of her, I had a lucid dream where I was in a room with a man. I asked him if the girl was my anima, he said yes in a scolding tone of voice like 'why did you waste your question on something so obvious?'.

    My goal is to meet her again and feel that love again, and hopefully bring it into my waking life. I'd also like to meet that man again and ask him something really worthwhile. Recently I've been searching for something to live for. I want to rediscover myself.
    Country Flag:
    USA
    Location:
    MI
    Interests:
    Ping-pong, philosophy, dreaming, games
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    Wonderer
    Gender:
    Male
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    Making a movie and a single player D&D game.

    by Ves on 10-29-2011 at 01:41 AM
    First I was at a college frat type party. It was a pool party, and I was 'lucky' to be there. The new recruits were floating on floaty things on the pool and the goal was not to be flipped over, so I lay there very still and never got flipped over. But instead of being praised for the smart thinking they secretly made fun of me. Then someone mentioned how I needed 104 FB comments in order to stay at the party which gave me an idea for a new movie.

    The cool buy nerdy male lead some how makes it to a party where the popular girl he likes is, but he needs to keep his FB popularity up in order to stay at the party and get noticed by the girl, so his cute but unnoticed best friend girl helps him to do that and antics ensue at the party.

    Then I dreamt I was at the library and found a book called something like "RPG hero something something" and I had heard of it but never read it. I opened it and all it was was chapters of maps of a fictional world. I found out you make your character and then read/play through the story like in D&D except the book is the the DM and you play by yourself. In my dream I thought that sounded fun and after I woke up it still sounded fun, but as I think about it it wouldn't really work/wouldn't be any better than playing a video game.
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    non-lucid

    Watching ... TV... dream.

    by Ves on 10-25-2011 at 04:24 AM
    I was watching TV with my family (as I used to do before I moved to Taiwan) including some extended family and a girl I didn't know. Then I started trying to make energy balls between my hands and suddenly I knew I was dreaming. I sat where I was and looked around, wrung my hands a bit to stabilize the dream. This seemed to put the dream "more in focus" the brightness visibly changed. Then I got up to explore, trying not to get too excited and wake myself up. That happened anyway of course and I woke.

    This is my second night trying to get back into Lucid Dreaming. Rereading Stephen LaBerge's Exploring Lucid Dreaming. It's a good sign that I'm not completely hopeless.
    Categories
    dream fragment , lucid , non-lucid

    Turning down St. Peter's gate for Hell.

    by Ves on 09-20-2011 at 05:54 PM
    I dreamt that that I fell asleep in my bed straight into a lucid dream where I grew wings and flew through the ceiling. It was exhilarating and I flew higher and through more and more ceilings, one after another. Then I noticed the ceiling fans were below me and I was actually flying downwards (paradoxically it would seem).
    Then I landed lying in front of St. Peter's gate. A large stone gate standing on top of a circular stone foundation, seemingly floating in space. The gate was unattached, merely a gate with the carving "St. Peter's" on it. I started getting scared and really wanted to ascend, away from here. I was lying in my bed again, "half-asleep" (still within a dream). I even kept having to adjust my sleeping mask on my eyes.
    After wishing hard enough to ascend, everything became bathed in golden light, and I knew I had golden wings. I flew up once more only to start falling straight down, quickly. Staring straight up, I fell straight past the gate and the platform it was on so I could see how it was standing atop a giant tower or spire. I kept falling, fast, with occasional vibrations that I could feel in the "real" world (within a dream).
    Finally I landed on my my back on my bed, but under my eye mask I could see the shadows of flames flickering in the corners of my room and my bed started getting hot. (I could never really see any flames) My legs and back grew warm. I could see the shadow of a figure walking bath and forth on one wall. And heard a voice talking less TO me, but more AT me. It was around this point I realized I was in Hell and shocked myself awake.


    I actually only woke up with a very vague after sense of warmth on my back. And surprisingly the fear and surprise wasn't there, like how emotions follow me from other intense dreams. I think that everything took place in a dream within a dream really helped. That and the fact that I don't believe in a Heaven or Hell and am incredibly secure in that belief that it didn't bother me as much as it should in my logical waking world. Of course I'm shaken that I would have such a dream in the first place, but I still think it was neat. Also even though the dream FELT lucid it couldn't have been, I was merely dreaming of having a lucid dream where these things happened.
    Categories
    non-lucid , memorable , side notes

    Too much sci-fi.

    by Ves on 07-18-2011 at 01:47 AM
    I was on a planet or moon with a bunch of scientists when we discover we are not alone. There is a race of insectoid aliens living there as well and they aren't friendly. I put up turrets and build up our defenses as we run to some sort of safe haven. At his safe place, I'm waiting for my test scores but some aliens have taken human form and killed the humans and threw away my scores. I found them anyway and got a 3.8 gpa (?) and then kill the aliens with a long metal ruler. I try to decide what to do with the aliens in human form who haven't killed anyone. They try to teach me a spell but it's too hard to say. Then I wake up.
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    Uncategorized

    Another rude awakening.

    by Ves on 07-15-2011 at 05:58 PM
    I was courting a girl who was younger than me. Maybe 20-21 y.o. She wanted nothing to do with me, but I was pretty in to her. I showed off my ability to stop time and seemingly teleport (she didn't know I was stopping time) and impressed her. Then I found her laying on some grass on a hillside. I lay down next to her and she curls up on my right side. She says "I was so tired, but I'm not anymore." Then we kiss a few times, slowly, tentatively, humid breath on each others faces. It was wonderful!

    Then I'm searching for her at her place of work, a HUGE music store. I find her a floor down after a covert nod in the direction from a coworker. She gets PISSED that I came there, she said that she said we'd hang out between 10am and 8pm so why did I have to go looking for her. Then she kicks me out, I steal a picture that is supposed to be really well done, so I can draw it myself on a tablet PC and impress her again. Then I wake up.
    Categories
    non-lucid , memorable