Long thread about Vivid Escape from Nazi Camp/ Ghetto Dream

[Mezz]

here we go, as much as i wish i could forget when i dream about this i truely cant so wanted to seek some much needed inside knowledge as to why i dream about this. Throughout my life i have always been interested in the ww2 jewish camps however felt uncomfortable and way too frightend to research the reality of them in my younger days Back during the christmas of 2009 i had an extreemly vivid dream that i was at achwitz (sp) the dream involved me being in the well known 'striped pajamas' staring out through the barbed wire fences at an open feild which was followed by a forest. i remember feeling extreemly scared, hungry, weak and in constant fear of my life. the next thing i remember was running from one of the huts that i assumed were where id of slept towards the fence again , while beingfollwed by A gaurd somehow managing to escape through the fence and running incredibly fast, faster than iv ever run in my life into the forest and managed to get out ... the feeling following that was that of most excitment, joy, frightfulness, and worry. This dream woke me, and as a result tears streamed down my face. Neadless following this dream i was unable to get back to sleep. Following this dream a few months later, i decided to take a closer look into the camps and ghettos to try and gain an understanding of something in which i feard to see if it would stop me from dreaming about them. IT DID NOT a few months following i had another dream about me sculking around the huts trying to escape again ..... as vage as this dream is to me, i still to this day know it was a death camp. and now the most present. Last night, while in deep slumber, i had a dream i was on a bus being driven to the Ghettos, seeing the 'work will set you free sign' above the gate and it pulling up outside one of the blocks. we were taken off the bus and told to wait on the sidewalk. i remember talking to someone saying "i hope we dont get put into one of these building i know what goes on in them i would much prefer somewhere else" however when a gaurd came to collect us he moved us towards to furthest block and i mumbled to myself "dont get excited people, this is a bad place" we were all packed into a room where a gauurd was reading something - in german out to us all asking us for our yellow cards. i quickly thought to myself that maybe there was somehow i could escape this room so decided to raise my hand and ask " iv left my card on the bus , can i go and get it " foolishly the gaurd replied "yes hurry back" as soon as i got back outside, i was now a gaurd ... running for my life out of the ghetto and somehow appearing , constantly looking over my shoulder to make sure i wasnt being follwed, in the back ally of houses... heart pounding seeing the SEA (No sea in poland) in the distant feeling scared alone lost and withdrawn..... naturally i them woke up in a sweat Iknow this is long but i needed to get in as much detail about this as possible. everyone who i have spoken to has said that maybe it was my previous life or out of body experience, im not so sure Help !!!!