So I wake up and I'm in my bed, there's a low humming/a screeching sound inside my head, I'm not hearing It from anywhere else. I either choose not to move or I can't move, im not sure but I see my room is dark and I'm looking at the door on the left, the door has four indentations (squares) which is normal but one of the lines of the squares in dark, very dark like its a cutout almost. It freaks me out and I can't scream the dark patch gets bigger and bigger like the cutout is expanding and I could feel that something is watching me either from the side of me or behind the growing dark patch. I try to scream and still cannot. The noise in my head is gradually getting louder to the point where I just want to cry, on stab a screwdriver into my ears. The patch is now the size of one full square on the door and the noise is crippling my brain. I try to scream and then suddenly.

I'm in bed, my mom walks into the room. (i moved out years ago) she gets Into the bed with me. (Weird) I say.goodnight and look over and it's not my mother anymore it's a figure of a woman, bald and I could not see her face even when looking into it, it was blurry and she's naked. She gets on top of me and pins me down its obvious she wants sex. (I'm gay so wtf) I struggle and look over to the right to grab my lamp and there's a figure standing there, watching me. I wake up.


Or so I thought, I'm in bed again.
I can't move, the sound is back, low at first. I try to look around, cannot. The sound gets louder, I figure I woke up and have a severe migraine or something. Something is watching me but not showing itself. i want to cry, my night feels infinite as if ill never be okay again. Then it feels as if my bed, the whole right side of it is being pushed upwards. Not a dizzy feeling or a floating feeling but like something is under my mattress pressing upwards on it as if trying to reach through it. The sound in my head reaching its climax.

I wake up what I feel like is a few hours away and start my day, I felt like I had gotten no sleep. Miserable.


The second nightmare felt like a legit nightmare.
The first and second were so subtle and felt so real I was even scared to go to bed that night to just never experience that sounds or those happenings.

Sleep paralysis? Or is this nightmare after nightmare after nightmare.

I don't believe in ghosts, or demons or aliens(at least the nighttime abductor ones) But I feel like if people are having crazy nighttime experiences like this then perhaps just perhaps I understand at least WHY they could be so scared

This was several months ago but just a few nights ago the screeching sound was back which prompted the day long google search fun. .

I try to talk to people about it in passing like "oh hey I had some crazy nightmares last night" and it's always the same. "You're weir" or just laugh it off.

What... The... Hell?