Different beginning, same ending

[LDetS]

Not often do I sleep. Lately I fall asleep, have a disturbing dream and then wake up no more than twenty minutes later. Every dream starts off differently, but they all end the same way. For example, one dream started off with blood raining from the clouds while children ballroom danced through the streets. In another dream rain poured down onto a burning field of lilies. Another instance started with the moon rising into a burning sky. Smoke filled the cities and everyone hanged themselves. However, at the end of every dream lightning flashes and everything turns to ash except for a 7 year old version of myself that just sits there in a dark realm. At the other end a creature with a naked human body, no mouth or nose, glowing white eyes and long claws sits and stares at me until I wake up screaming and crying. I have no idea what the dreams mean or why they are occurring. The most terrifying thing is that creature gazing towards me just staring. I have no idea what any of these dreams mean. So many different beginning. Only one ending. I can't understand why this is happening. An explanation to the dreaming and possibly an idea of what the dreams mean would be great.

[Wakinyan]

Did something happen in your life when you were seven years old?

[LDetS]

Yes but...it's kind of very personal.

[Wakinyan]

Then you should keep it to yourself, but that is the key to the dreams, of course.