Hello everyone. I'm brand new to the site, this is my first post.
Anyway, I'm writing this because I've been having some really disturbing and horrifying dreams lately, and I'm looking for some viewpoints so I can try to understand them.
I guess I'll just dive right in then.

In the first one I had I'm sitting on a bench in my garage, holding our electric chainsaw. I press it against my chest, right over my heart and pull the little trigger thing on it. It tears a huge hole into me and I don't make a single sound. And then instead of blood waves of millions and millions of maggots pour out of my chest and cover the floor.

Then in the next one I'm trapped in a huge building. There's winding hallways that go on for miles and miles, all lined with doors. It's freezing cold and there's ice on the floors that cuts my feet. The doors all have a number on them and a key hanging from a brass hook. But the numbers change and shift every time I look at them and the keys never fit. After wandering through the hallways for what seems like hours I start taking the keys and the brass hooks off the doors. I pound the brass hooks into my bones and soon I'm totally covered in keys. And I fall and keep trying to crawl to the doors trapped under the weight of the keys. I usually wake up after hours of crawling.

And in the last one there's a room with out a single feature in it except for a crib with a baby in it. And I know that the baby is me. Anyway, then a man in a tattered black cloak steps out of the wall. And I know that the man in the cloak is also me. The cloaked Me is surrounded with a huge cloud of flies and covered in maggots and centipedes and other bugs. The cloaked Me walks up to the crib and puts his hand over the baby's nose and mouth and starts choking him. The bugs crawl off the cloaked Me's hand and arm and starts attacking the baby, burrowing into his eyes and stuff like that. And after a while the baby dies and just sort of turns into a big squirming pile of bugs.

Alright, that's it. I've looked in dozens of books and I can't really find anything for those symbols and images. Can anyone help me out here?