Thread: Recurring element quite brutal in nature...

Hello. I've had this recurring theme in my dreams where somebody accusatory or authoritary is literally digging up the ground in the woods or a lawn (it usually takes place at these old apartments I lived in with my ma). I am watching and suddenly I am overwhelmed with this feeling of guilt and being found out. Then I don't remember when or why but I just KNOW that I had chopped/stabbed and in general dismembered a person or persons and burried them. And these people are going to find out. I'm standing there watching and just waiting for them to come across the remains. I am trying to think of how it's going to be okay or that I really didn't do it. I wake up with a sick feeling in my stomach and my heart thumping.

A few things of note:

- I don't actually kill anybody in my dream. I just kind of "know" it all the sudden when the person comes to dig things up. As if it was implanted into my head just then.

- It is always a brutal kill - like stabbing and chopping off limbs.

- I am so terrified of being found out. Moreso than whatever guilt I believe because it just doesn't seem like I *really* did it.

It's like I didn't really do anything, I'm just afraid somebody is going to dig it up and find it out the moment I see them.

Is everything I said sufficient? Should I put some background information on me?

My opinion is that you have a "skeleton" buried in your past that you are afraid someone is going to find out about some day.

Does this theme occur every night or just once in awhile?

Not every night but it pops up.

That's just a dreamsign. Nothing more, nothing less. You don't have to fret over it. Instead, turn it into something good.

Practice RCs with it in mind and use it to become lucid.