hello ppl

i have been having these war/killing dreamīs for long time and most of them are some what disturbing like last night:

iwas crawling up a hill that was ower looking a apartmet bulding that were 6storey high i took position under a spruce tree whats branches touch the ground and from there i watch one appartment that had a family living in it ,woman and two kids and a man.
once the man gome to the window to close the window i shot him.
crawled tro the woods and sudenly i was in the midle of a apartment bulding comblecks there ware kids playing and womans taking care of theyr kids....
i was wearing camouflage and carring a rifle and i goud hear police car sirens every where! i took of my jacket and put the rifle hanging barrel towards the ground in the sling and put my jacket back on ower the rifle on my back and started to walk tro the play grund.

odd thing is i was not nervous eaven there were police ewery were, iwas calm like a rock no feeling nothing .

that is the generel theme of most of my dream some times iam in the jungle and some times in arctic and in the city.

but some times i see a girl that i haveto save from some people and keep her alive we run from the ppl and hide but she is so beautiful and perfect.


em i a nut case or what do those dream mean?????


juha