Last night I was able to sleep for 14 hours. Which resulted in me being lucid.
As the dreamstate progressed I found an increasing awareness begin to come into play until I reached the point where I was lucid enough to remember this study.
What happened:
My recall is not great, and something I need to pay more attention to. I found if you do not keep focused on recall. It begins to slip away. I can fairly easily maintain basic recall naturally. If I concerntrate I will be able to get it to a high standard.
From what I remember up to the point where I was lucid.
A guy was in a school playground, being held by police officers for terrorism charges.
He stood beside the vechile handcuffed with a rifle next to him. It was at this point my vision zoomed in and I became this person. The guy proceeded to break out of the handcuffs and smash the window of the 4 wheel drive. Police began to run to the scene as I turned the key to start the car, just getting away in time. I found there was gates everywhere, and made my way around to the office entrance, smashed through a weak point, and landed the vechile on the highway.
(this is the 3rd time I have dreamt of driving away from police in a car)
From here I drove along the highway ignoring all the rules. And continued to drive the car off a ramp into a pool of water where everyone was swimming. I got out of the car, which then sunk to the bottom, swimming underwater, and meeting alot of other people.
from here I was safe and knew they would never find me. The dream continued underwater. and I went through some underwater doors, until it merged back into normal rooms.
As all this was going on I began to realize it was a dream. I remembered what I wanted to do, And I studied a part of the dream scene in detail. As well as my state of being. I did this for about 10 seconds before losing consiousness.
These were my thoughts
"This seems very real, it is indeed very real, this just looks real!"
(I did not try and do anything, my lucid state did not last all that long otherwise I would have gone onto other things, such as changing the matter around me)
"I can't seem to find a difference between the realism now and my real life, there doesn't seem to be much of a difference here" I am here, and it is a dream, but I am the same, The vibration must be different? but it doesn't feel now like it is different"
After this I drifted into unconsiousness and soon after woke up. What is different from other times here is I did think it was more real this time.... And getting very close to being the same as if I had experienced something that was just out of real life. I gather this is because of my attention to the detail of it. But I still do not think I was "consious" or "present" enough, or for long enough for that matter. My contemplation seems to be improving this though.
My after thought is the more you concerntrate on being consious and experiencing the dreamstate, the more you connect yourself to it. And understand it.
I reflect how this is suppose to be a mental thing, not something that is an actual experience? But something you think up in your head, I wonder if it even exists in time, or if it is percieved as existing in time, because of the mental creation of thought processes over the period of sleep.
The problem with this theory is I am convinced it can be a real experience. And is much more than this. As in my lucid state it did feel very real like I was there at the time, and that is was some kind of 3d dimension of thought. It resembled everything about real life. So I think there is alot more to this, about how we create this. I am trying very hard to understand it. And this is only the beginning.
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