1. "Lucid dreams every night."
2. I'm a church-faring Catholic, more out of habit than for any other reason; my parents stopped forcing me to go years ago. I believe in a Big Man Upstairs, and furthermore, I believe that He and I are on fairly good terms. I think that He placed each of us here to be pioneers of our own lives; we are in control of our thoughts and our actions, and therefore our own lives. The Man Himself will not interfere; He has placed us here as individuals, and He will only love each of us as much as we love Him back. I believe that death is the end of our existence as a conscious energy, and that every effort should be made to make peace with one's own mortality, above all else. I believe that the most pivotal element of humanity is free thought, and that one's worth is judged by how much they are at terms with their own thoughts; the content of the thoughts are not important, only their presence. On a more personal note, I am constantly seeking methods of enlightenment, and I firmly believe that I will come to terms with my existence before I die.
3. I'm naturally lucid when I dream; I also practice meditation-induced trances, which, for all intents and purposes, is a WILD.
4. At this point, lucid dreaming is a second life to me. When I first came off of my medication over a year ago, the entire experience was frightening and confusing. However, as the phenomenon developed, I began to feel like its absence would leave me with a diminished existence; lucidity is a means for prolonged meditation, introspection, and self-induced change.
5. To be entirely honest, I don't eat, nearly at all. I'll probably have about five "meals" a week, give or take, and they're hardly decent meals; usually some kind of cold ethnic food from someone's fridge. I have chronic headaches, and I believe that this prolonged loss of appetite is due to the headache medicine I find myself taking on an increasingly frequent basis. The staples of my diet, to be sure, are my beverages; although most of them are either water or sugar-free cola, my drinks usually provide 6-700 Calories per day, which is more than can be said for food.
6. I find myself censoring my everyday speech from references to my dreams; very few understand them, especially how emotional I get about them. Still, they affect my everyday life almost as much as real events do; I plan my course around them, and I constantly find myself thinking about them.
7. I use trance-inducing meditation, if that counts. If it does, the paralysis provided by the gesture allows for ample passage into an appropriate dreamscape for the situation.
8. Logic wise; not to be arrogant, but, when it comes to pure mathematical logic, there are very few who can match me, especially if age is a factor. I have always found myself naturally inclined towards linear thought, and the rigid scientific method is very comforting.
Academically; this is an entirely different matter. I have an uncanny talent to ace virtually any test handed at me, due to my mathematical, logical, and grammatical prowess. I learn almost everything upon first contact, as well, which usually puts me near the top of the class as far as knowledge of the content is concerned. However, my complete lack of work ethic and class participation puts me at the very bottom of my class, although I never allow myself to completely fail.
Socially; I have spent countless hours trying to analyze social mechanics, and I've been successful, to a certain degree; still, emotions and irrational thoughts continue to baffle me. I have a natural politeness and charisma that balances my sadistic and arrogant sides; I often use cynicism as my primary defense mechanism. Still, socially, I am a moron. I lack the empathy necessary to truly understand other people, and I probably always will.
LD Wise; the frequency of my lucid dreams have made them almost second nature to me; however, I have just begun to scratch the surface of the control and intensity that some have reached. I am actively seeking new ways to
9. I especially enjoy games of pure strategy, although I have been known to indulge in games of chance, sports, and video games, as it suits me. I am an extremely competitive opponent at times, although I usually don't appear as such.
10. Once again, I do so naturally; however, given how uncomfortable my few non-lucid dreams have made me, I would try very hard to avoid that feeling again.
11. Only this one; I try to refrain from using the internet repetitively.
12. To be honest, I don't know very much about it at all. I have extensively theorized about the phenomenon personally, and written at length about my experiences and their nature, but I have done very little research into LD canon.
13. My imagination is not very vivid, but my attention to detail and good memory allows many of my imagined scenes to have an aspect of realism to them; surprisingly, the situational details I most often leave out tend to be the major ones.
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