Thread: Does It Matter?

If you got told that today was you last, would you rush to get things done? if you know you are going on a vacation, are you not ready a few days in advance? why do we all leave loose ends? I travel on the road about 2 weeks each month. everytime i leave, i know i might not make it back. i try to be the best person i can, but my girl always gets pissy with me when i am in town. while i am gone she is the sweetest girl ever. i leave in the morning to be gone for like 20 days and i just got back in town saturday night from a 2 week trip. i know this is kinda vague and jumbled, thats why i put it in S banter, but does anybody have any input on this? i am so depressed which is so out of character for me. i dont know.