Thread: Explain why you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend (In detail :P )

Originally Posted by Jdeadevil

I know what you mean though, you just need to build a frienship up with the girl and then let her know how you feel. Even if she just gives you a reply of "Lol" (like Charrlote did with me over Msn, for all I know her boyfriend was probably there), you should still try and be her friend. Hehe, Charrlote's been saying hello automatically recently on Msn so she might be starting to like me back, I don't know.

See theres the problem, it's hard to build a relationship with someone who everytime your around makes you feel all shaky and you can't speak clearly or think straight, I can try to think more confidently, but it's like my subconscious sees through my actions and it knows for certain reather my confidents is fake or not, don't pitty me to much though, there must be some way to change my confidents, it can't happen in days or even weeks it will take awhile, by exploring myself more, possibly through lucid dreaming, which is one of my main goals.

Hey, isn't lucid dreaming meant to help build up your confidence? Because that's the main reason I started lucid dreaming: to change my life around and my personality. For example, someone tries to whack me in the face, I know how to avoid it. If I see my possible future wife, I know how to talk to her. Lucid dreaming is the key to life!

Anyway, what you said there reminded me off back in school when I had a crush on this teacher in training. She was really pretty. I wanted her to come to this after school party thing that all my ASDAN class went to, and every student in the school, as it was at school times. Anyway, it was kind of our last time we could be there and I really wanted to see her. Ofcourse there was a guy who pretended to like her aswell because he has to be my rival at everything. His name was Ryan, this teacher in training I liked was called Julie, I think. She has long black hair, really pretty. Anyway, she didn't show up. When me and Ryan heard the news, he pretended to be like "ARGH" but I nearly cried inside. He could safely say he liked her better than me, but the truth is. I think I liked her the most out of the whole town.