So, Im in an interesting dilemma here and its starting to effect my college life...missing classes and such because of it.

I know there have been threads before on here of sleeping problems and such, but this one is a little different for me. Even when I feel deadbeat tired...I dont actually want to go to sleep...it almost feels like I dread laying down. Of course, once I go to sleep, I sleep like a rock and sometimes even my alarm doesnt wake me up (hence, missing classes)

Now, before anyone asks...no, Im not hyper, not feeling awake, not under any stress for deadlines and so on...its just a distinct not liking of sleep. Ive been feeling it for about a month now...whenever I hit a brick wall where my body must sleep (usually about 5 or so am) I still even then think "ahh great, guess I have to try and sleep".

The only reasons I can think of is because when I do lay down before that point, it usually takes an hour or so for me to fall asleep, even when Im not worried or thinking much...I just lay there, waiting for sleep. The other problem could be that sometimes when I lay down I for whatever reason get a rush of thoughts about death and the afterlife...and so I get to scare myself about "what ifs" with that...but even then, this doesnt happen every time

So, I guess Im asking if anyone else here is having this problem or had it...and if so how did you overcome it? I would like to like sleep again