Advanced task completed last night 
 Originally Posted by Adam's dream journal
Okay so I had about 7/8 really long vivid dreams last night, only have time to type up the lucid though..
Wow how weird was this, okay so I went to bed and set my alarm for 3:50am. I had so much trouble getting to sleep though, and don't think I got to sleep for like 45 minutes after getting to bed. My alarm woke my at 3:50 - Checked DV, toilet break and a sip of my water.
Usually I can get into a lucid dream after about 10 minutes, but last night, OMG an hour later and I was still awake, like really awake - I was getting annoyed with myself for trying to LD on a school night. I think it might be because I have a head ache and a cold coming on, either way I decided to give up, kinda..
As I rolled onto my side I felt no more comfortable, and still awake, then I felt the change, you know when you can tell you are about to go to sleep, so I thought right, I will catch you out on this, and waited a little longer and could feel myself falling asleep more then tried to jump on this and WILD. But what happened next was weird.
I like to call this the 'Chitty Chitty Bang Bang WILD' for those who have seen this will know they ride on a bed? Or that might be Wizard of Oz? If someone could correct me that would be great! Bedknobs and Broomsticks WILD (Thanks Oneironaut). I felt a shift in my body, like it jolt forward, I don't know if anyone else gets this, but I usually get feelings of me jolting in my bed, and I was moving forwards and backwards at some force, however when I moved forwards I was making a grunting kind of noise, and was at that confused stage where I didn't know if I was lucid or not at that point so went with it.
Then I felt my bed shift, now normally it is me doing the shifting, and I will like fall head first backwards to something similar sometimes when WILDing. However this was my bed moving, Okay I thought I will roll with this, and made myself move faster, like really fast in this bed, shooting round corners and all sorts, then when it felt ready stopped the bed moving and I was in this other room, it wasn't mine, I was lucid, I had gotten her by flying my bed?? WTF? Either way, it was an interesting WILD. So I sat up in the bed, did the finger RC (because I love the way it feels lol) My vision was still a little blurry, so steadied myself, everything because clear. I was naked though, which happens a lot - I think it might be because I sleep naked?
So I stood up, my goal was to do the advanced task for October, and had waited till tonight (1st October) to try it, I looked up on the shelf for a mirror, and sure enough there was one there. I tried to look into it, but there was this force pushing me away, not letting me look in the mirror - There was like this EVIL presence around, I could hear like a strange growl type noise and a black mist over the mirror. I think this is because I have always been worried about looking into mirrors in dreams because I have had a lot of nightmares from doing so - However I was dreaming and I knew it and nothing was going to stop me achieving my goal!
So I stood up again (this force had pushed me onto the floor) and moved towards the mirror, it was only small too, about a bit bigger than my head. I looked into it and saw myself looking back. I reached in, my hand went inside the mirror and pulled my head out... I had no body just a floating head of wisdom - or so I thought...
Me "Why ..409p sd kjsk njs jf "
I couldn't get my words out, I don't know what was wrong, maybe it was because initial conversation in lucids are hard to start? I tried again,
Me "Why do I dream?"
Head "You don't"
Me "WHY DO I DREAM?" Raising my voice as I get a little frustrated at myself/head
Head "You don't"
Me "Okay so if I don't dream, what am I doing now?"
Head "You're not dreaming!"
Damn stupid head of wisdom I thought, I let go and let it fade away. I was gutted!! I really thought I would come back with some smart ass answer!! So anyway I had the rest of my dream to explore, I went into my flat mates room, looked into her mirror, thought about trying again, then though I best write all this down, so woke myself up.
Damn if I meet my dream head again, I am going to seriously interrogate it till I get some answers I want haha!
Anyway, advanced taslk complete I will try the basic one on my next WILD attempt

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