Last night I tried going through SP to WILD again, after many failed attempts. I usually lack the patience for this, but I thought I would try again. After about a half an hour, I felt completely relaxed. I started to focus on these visuals inside my eyes, HI I think they're called. They kept getting brighter, and I saw colors of gray, purple, green and yellow fade into circles.

I concentrated on these like I was watching a lightshow, and then it felt like I was being pulled into them, into complete blackness.

I think I got to excited, because it went away and this darkness faded and my SP went back to normal. This has never happened to me before during SP, so am I close to an LD? I feel like I'm getting closer every night I try to WILD.