I have W.I.L.D. once successfully dont know how I did it but saw the lights the patterns and stuff than I was in dream realm and heard the words lucid dreaming from a binural beats i was listening to and got so excited i woke up. But Now i have been attempting to wild 4 hours after i sleep and I dont know if im focusing too hard or not but whenever I start to get comfortable and colors begin to appear my eyes have the sudden urge to OPEN and i cant stop it so they semi open and i force myself to close them to keep the darkness around. but as i do this i wake up completely again and lost all my focus =( Should i just let them move? or what?