I was wilding and was tired (no pre sleep)
I tried to count my breaths but couldnt focus on it for more than 2 breaths at a time...


*breath* 1...
*breath* 2...
*Thinks of pink elephants eating ma curtains with helium streams* Wait wat doh ill just start again... Again.

Should i keep counting or stop counting my breaths but still count?

Also how close wuz i? I did get some feelings in some point but i always have to swallow all the time when that happens.